2nd month death anniversary

Time flies...it's been 2 months that I've been called a "single lady".
I'm still thankful and glad that he made me strong...
For that crybaby Lynda have finally rest in peace...and the current lady here no longer remembers how to cry. =)

I'm living each single day with a smile on my face...for I deserve it...
I'm trying hard to make myself more and more beautiful everyday...for I should become...
I'm controlling my diet(everyone in my company knows =)), I'm taking care of my skin, I'm painting my face in the most natural way, with the intention of not to attract anyone, but myself..

Nothing can brings me down anymore...
I'm a tough girl now...
Big Girls don't cry =)
Just like the song that my colleague wrote in her fb status
"I'm a big big girl,in a big big world, it's not a big big deal if you leave me..."

Guys can come and go...It doesn't bother me...For I am not interested in any relationship at the moment...

Here I would like to apologize to 1 guy...And this quote is for him..
I hope he can understand why I didn't want to say certain things just to make him feel better for it will only ends up hurting him. I'm glad that you are here for me... But I'm sorry cause we might not be meant to be...

Never Say" I love you "if you don't really care,
Never talk about feeling if they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart.
Never say you're to, if you never plan to start.
Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie.
Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye.
If you really mean forever, then say you will try.
Never say forever ' cause forever makes me cry.

I am happy the way I am...
I have my plans and goals that I want to achieve...
Relationship is not part of the plan that I'm looking at right now...
And I mean what I said...unlike someone who could lie so well, he even believed in his lie...
I am not here to insult someone..He insulted himself...
And I don't care if he happens to read this...Because if he doesn't care about me anymore, he shouldn't even be seeing this at all...If he does see this, I guess he can feel the impact he has made in my life...

[R.I.P Crybaby Lynda...You will soon be forgotten...]

Memorable day..

A couple of years, plus a couple of months back,
Today was a very special day for us...
It was the day you created my dream...
The day you said you'll remember this day forever...and you asked if I am willing to be with you, no matter what happens, no matter how useless you are...
The day I fell into your hands...and thought I'll be stuck to you...forever....

It's been 2months since the dream was cruelly ended by you...because you cheated on me..
You cheated on yourself, and broke all the promises that you have once given me...

You told me to wait for you, you asked me to keep the ring, so that I am not waiting for nothing....for I will be waiting for that man who promised to marry me if I can wait till he come back..Well, it seemed so real....all your lies...you were so good at telling lies, you even believed in your own lies and deny the truth..

Yet I was too naive to believe in you...I should have left, 2years back...when you already cheated on me then...I choose to give you chance, thinking that you might change...I was wrong...I made a wrong move...I should have left you alone to face all the challenges..I should have made you suffer and left you at your most loneliness moment while you were alone in France..

I woke up at 3am everyday while you were in France, just to chat with you via Skype. Just to let you know that someone here cares about you. Yet it wasn't appreciated...maybe it was...then..but it didn't last...You were so afraid of losing me...In the end you choose to dump me..You choose to make yourself who you are today-a bastard.

You could have been the nicest man on earth, the sweetest guy, that devoted guy who would be honest and live with his first love forever...Yet you choose to tarnish the image yourself.You got nobody to blame to be given such a bad name..

Everything in my daily life reminds me of you...that mp3 that I'm using everyday, that mobile phone that spoils along with our relationship, that wallet that I treasure so much..there is no way I can ever forget you...for you walked through my life for 4yrs.
Sometimes I have this illusion that you were still mine...
Sometimes I felt that I haven't seen my bf for such a long time...
Sometimes I felt that I haven't talked to my hubby for a long time..
But every time I'll zap myself back into reality and tell myself that you no longer exist...
Every time I pray that on my way to work, I won't see you holding that girl's hand whenever I pass by Tampines.
I even banned myself from going Tampines so that I will lesser the chances of bumping onto you.

I wonder if you never came back from France, what would happen...would you fulfill the promises that you wrote before you left for France? Remember our "This I promise you" card?
I read it not too long ago...the love letter that you wrote for me...with all your promises...but it doesn't feels anything to me anymore...It's like reading somebody else's love letter...
I bet you've burn it,tore it,or threw it away...every single photo/memories that we had..

This entry is for "him"...for that guy who love me..but no longer exist..
Not to that guy who "loved" me..not you...
I miss him...I miss that prince of mine who would kiss my hand like I'm a princess...
I love him...I love that guy who treats me like a baby...

In memory of our love...
Happy XX Anniversary Dear Dear...

I need more time!!

To-Do list:
1. Order my birthday cake
2. Order buffet
3. Order balloons
4. Send out invitations
5. Decide on how to doll up myself & wear on that day
6. Apply for no-pay leave (Hope it'll be approved)
7. Decide on how to decorate the chalet

Things to buy:
1. Rings
2. Pink pearls earrings (No longer needed)
3. SK pearl braclet
4. Watch (bought myself a $35 watch ^_^ I can't live without watch)

Too many things to do, too much money needs to be spent...
Yet too little time to spare, too little money left...OH NO!!!

Have to stop my Nihon-go ka for the moment because I got not much free time..
Couldn't meet up with friends who is asking to meet up with me also...
Wanna go KTV, short getaways(holiday trip), relax, ... but got no time & money...Aiyo~~
I've choose the wrong job!Haha...this job better get me far...underpaid+overworked..


该对我好的人，对我不好。。。
不该对我好的人，却对我这么好。。。
Haix...不知道该怎么做。。。

I know things doesn't always goes your way...
but why is god turning everything the other way round?
The way I don't want it to be....好烦...If only somebody can tell me what to do...

Why can't you be there for me...I thought you said I could rely on you...Where are you my friend?I need you...Only you know what to say that will make me feel better... =(
有口难言= Not everyone can be anyone's listening ear...

My Friday & Saturday~

[Saturday]

Happy 21st Birthday Alicia!!!

I LOVE THIS PHOTO!! Because I look as though I was "pretty" because it's so blur, I totally can't see my own face! Haha...but no matter how clear/blur it is...Alicia is still the prettiest,skinniest babe...lolx...


Still blur...my hp sensitive to stranger's hands...


This is taken from my hp, by me...and it's clear..somehow...


A birthday present for Alicia by 2 of her guy friends...
If only I can receive just ONE bouquet of roses for my birthday too~ =( *Jealous*

Boon bin took this photo for me...and said it look as though it's my ROM.. -_-"' Lolx...
2 girls getting engaged to each other?Too bad she's taken...haha =X



Love memo


Room 2214


So nice~!


The "IN" cake that everyone is getting for their birthdays~haha..


Thanks for the ride, Ben Dan~ ^_^
So cool to sit in your car..keke...Hope can ride again in this along orchard during X'mas lightings season~ Aww....*Dreams*

[Friday]

Ended work @ 12am...after that Jia picked me up from work and brought me to club. =)


I don't know what is this, but I like the tiara/crown.. haha


Andrew, Francis, & Rachel


Blur,Blur,Blur,Blur~ Totally can't see our faces...haha..sensitive phone..


Lynda+Andrew+Francis+Rachel


Cousins~ @ Rebel
[This is taken using my hp too...but somehow it isn't that blur...haha..]


Ping Ping & Ya Ya Jie Jie


Jia-Cheers to me for being a single lady
Ting-Cheers to all the single ladies~!!!!
*Single ladies,I can't hear you~Single ladies,make noise!!*

Today's horoscope~

Sagittarius Horoscope
Go to: Yesterday | Tomorrow Lynda,
You are still attracting people like iron filings to a magnet. You may in fact find that there are too many people looking for your undivided attention. They will have to settle for some divided attention, because you are going to be awfully busy just juggling your schedule.

Ting: Haha...I'm attracting people like a magnet?With what?My ugly looks?Lolx...Hmm..what I can say is that I'm getting teased recently..

Yesterday during 1 of my flight, my colleague introduced me to a few of the DFS staff whom he knew, and my other colleague teased me and said at least 1 of them is interested in me..and straight after she said that, 1 of them waved goodbye to me. Then she laughed. But I told her that he waved to me it's because previously I kept doing a lot of aussie flights(before they knew that I could speak chinese) and always see that same guy coming into my flight with the DFS items. That's why we'll greet each other when we bump into each other inside transit. No other meanings...and yesterday a steward asked to make friend with me after being teased by the CS..well, no harm having more friends right..I would love to make more female friends too.. =)

As for just now, I was suprised that when I was waiting for my transport to go home, a steward actually remembered me and called out my name to say Hi. It was so embarrasing though..haha..cause when my colleague do that body language and asked me who is he, I totally had no idea. =X (I know I'm mean..that's because I'm used to not being "interested" in guys for the past 4yrs. ) and my colleagues around are like laughing and teasing me..especially my officer..the steward said something like "I didn't know you're working shift, you have to work shift huh?" and my officer kept nudge me and asked me the same question for like 3-4times after that...haha..purposely disturb me only..

And there was a misunderstanding just now...onii chan accompanied me for my break(because his break is about the same timing as mine), waited for me to clear my arrival flight, and walk me to my next flight area. And when I wanted to go to my gate with my female colleague, she rejected me and say that she don't want because I have a companion with me, and she don't want to be extra.. -_-'''

Aiyo...so many wrong assumptions nowadays...
Still, today's horoscope is quite true because I've got like quite a number of friends asking me out for movies/dinner and stuff lidat...but I'm too busy with my schedule already..gotta rest, gotta learn jap, gotta search for my birthday stuff, gotta attend birthday parties,...Haha..still I hope that they will get my "divided attention" and meet up with me soon~Cause I've haven't hang out with friends like them for a long time already~blame myself for being too committed in a relationship and too naive then~

Anyway, recently I saw on onii chan's finger-this beautiful SK ring that I fell in love with!
I was looking for a ring to wear and that ring really caught my eye...though he stole that from some china colleague..haha..and today I saw another china colleague who wore that ring of the same design!Just that hers is thinner...and she wore a pearl braclet that was so sweet! She said that it's a free gift if you purchase $300 and above..

I'm so jealous!!I want that ring, I want that pearl braclet, and I want a pearl earring... =( Though what I heard is that the ring is about $39 for that thin one, and the pearl bracelet is about $69, and I've seen before those kinda pearl earrings is about $39 too, all these adds up to a heavenly sum for me! Haix...think I'll have to split it into 3 months and buy 1 item at a time after I got my pay ba... sianz...but I'm not sure if I can resist that temptation and wait for 3months anot.hehe...I wanna get a pink pearl earrings for myself~~ ^_^ Jia You!!

Alright, time to KO.

Signing off,
Ting

Kino & Kyo (Yesteray & Today)

Kyo(Today)

San-ji kara go-ji made nihon-go wo bekyõ shimasu @ West Mall

After that had gelare @ Causeway point with onii chan.
哥哥有钱，所以他请客。哈哈~谢谢伟良哥~

Too used to eating 2 meals a day already...
Ate 1 piece of bread in the morning, and kway chup with mummy for lunch...and so had no appetite for dinner...哥哥劝了我很久,才managed to psycho me to eat gelare 的. Lolx...

After "dinner" and hunting up and down(without able to find my helium balloon/party stall) the shopping mall, I went back home straight.. =(

Went for a jog(because I felt guilty after eating ice-cream) that turns out to be a RUN instead..
Haix..just hope that I don't have to "work out" again tomorrow @ work..Haha...cause I think I'm gonna have muscle ache tomorrow already.. =X

Just now while running, this same guy ran pass me 3 times on opposite direction...feel so awkward..haha...we kept "running towards each other" -_-''' and by the 3rd time he smiled at me...but I was too exhausted and didn't want to scare his soul off his body by smiling at him with my horrifying face..haha...anyway, it was a good run...felt as if I'm gonna collapse anytime but didn't...keke...

Picture for the day~(the other could not be uploaded)


Kino(Yesterday)

Met up with hernie lady boss last night at 9+pm for kohi(coffee)-Ice blended mocha with whipped cream ^_^ , hopefully to have some ideas for my 21st birthday and search for my helium balloons...but no luck though...thanks to the lousy wireless network...or probably thanks to my lousy laptop..haha..but we had fun chatting...with me crappping with lame jokes and make her laugh(just like back in poly times)..and we both missed school...missed NYP to be precise...miss the prata there...the food~and I kinda miss the cheap Mcdonalds..haha..

Well, this time I treat hernie lady boss for drink instead...hope can meet up more often though...
*Sigh* Seriously, totally overspent this week...I "eat" into the savings of last month already... Die la die la... =( gotta be a POOR girl already.. this time must really 吃西北风了. Should stop wasting money on lunch until the next pay comes in le..


Hernie Lady Boss & Me~ =) Besties~


Randomess: 伟良哥哥问我生日想要什么礼物,我回答说我要capital mall vouchers! 因为可以有很多用处。可以用来跟朋友看戏，吃饭，买东西。哈哈~实际吧~ =D 利婷长大了哦~(不是变老!!!) (>,<)

Almost Over You

Almost Over You (Original Singer-Sheena Easton)

I saw an old friend of ours today
She asked about you
I didn't quite know what to say
Heard you've been making your rounds 'round here
While I've been trying to make tears disappear
Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around after painting the town
You'll see I'm almost over you

You're such a sly one with your cold
Cold heart
Maybe leaving' came easy
But it tore me apart
Time heals all wounds they say and I should know
Cause it seems like forever
But I'm letting' you go

I can forgive you and soon I'll forget all my shattered dreams
Although you left me with nothing to show
Full of misery

When you come back around after painting the town
You'll see I'm almost over you

-Ting-

Still extremely tired today...Luckily flights wasn't that bad today...at least I finally had time for lunch...1st time this week...
And I even received a "gift". =)

Newest airline @ Changi Airport- Kingfisher..
Heard that the stewardess is really pretty...all models look..but the uniform is very casual..
Not sure if this airline is good...do share with me about it if anyone of you tried.. =)




Met up with bro (dominic) last month for dinner and to collect the eye mask that I asked him to help me buy when he went HKG...
We chat and drank together, while he introduced me to this "ice wine" (dessert wine) that he bought from DFS, and another really nice sweet wine..
This wine is REALLY NICE~ But really not worth the money... $100++ for this thin bottle of wine...
Not recommended to buy...unless you don't where to throw your money at...


And bro "gave" me this necklace..haha...(more like i adopted this necklace)
Cause when he bought his handphone a year ago, he had this as free gift...
But he not sure who will wants it, but SOMEBODY will definitely want it. So he kept it.
That person happens to be me! Cause I am a loyal fan of Jay Chou~haha...


So shuai right~ ^_^ Reminds me of someone.. =X


The gate that I loved most...Where the Aussie flights is always assigned to..
If I ever get married, I want my house to have this kinda lighting too...so soothing, so romantic, so nice~ >,<




My favourite hangout place...
When I have no time for lunch...and gotta replace it with "kopi".






Nothing beats having a coffee at the transit, while watching the airplanes~ ^_^
A colleague once said that I'll get bored of seeing planes months after working in this position..
I told her I wouldn't...and I am still excited whenever I see planes~ =) Even after a near 5 months of seeing planes everyday~


我的天空今天有点灰~
我的心是个落叶的季节~~

如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁

想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

这几天都是这样的天气，看到这个天空，让我想起了这首歌。。。


还要多久
我才能在你身边
等到放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点

从前从前
有个人爱你很久
但偏偏风渐渐
把距离吹得好远

好不容易
又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后
你好像还是说了拜拜




雨下的好大哦~白得像下雪一样。。好漂亮。。。

累死了!!!

Really tired today~

Been sleeping for like 3hours+ for whole of this week already...
Kept having problem to fall asleep even though I am really really tired...haix..
Why?Cause I'm too used to hearing something from someone before I sleep...
Even if I don't wanna sleep, that magic word will works for me....or that lullaby...
Well, 4yrs of habit is difficult to change within a month right...It's like quitting drugs....it's hard...

Anyway,I got SO TIRED that I almost knock out at work today...
While I was busy boarding passengers, checking their passports and scanning/inserting the boarding pass with my hands(due to full flights for all my departure flights today), my eyes got really rebellious and kept wanting to shut down...I kept forcing it open, and forcing out that "welcoming smile" (as described from 1 of my passenger)... Then, my brain starts to shut down and my knees got weak and collapsed a bit...

LUCKILY no one saw that and I didn't fell down...It's gonna be SO EMBARRASSING if I'm going to knock out(faint) and fall into a deep sleep la..people faint for a reason...and I "black out" because I fell asleep...it's gonna sound so ridiculous... though a teacher once told me that she had a friend who had this happened to her back when she was in JC and they were all burning mid night oil, mugging for test..

And as usual, SQ830 (Shanghai PVG) flight will always delay a bit...usually is due to local joiners who assumes that the whole aircraft is going to wait for them and so take their own sweet time to come to the gate OR PRCs who got too engrossed with our DFS items and forgot to watch the time...today is due to engineers on board, fixing the air-con and stuff...delayed for about 20mins(which cuts into my break time). Then my break was pushed to last hour...suppose to end work at 1pm, last hour break= I can clock out at 12pm.

Then~those smart back room colleagues know that I am lacking of money(as if), gave me a flight that is scheduled to arrive at 12pm, though the estimated time of arrival is 11.32am..Well, it's a KUL flight, what do you expect...having the plane to reach here within 30minutes rather than the standard 55minutes?Haha....anyways, my flight(last) arrived at the gate at 11.57am..then...comes the SSS staff who SLEPT at the gate cause she waited too long, and panickly anyhow took a wheelchair passenger and left, without telling me... -_-''' She was suppose to fetch a MALE passenger, but she when to fetch a FEMALE passenger. She didn't do her job of checking the names and seat number of the passenger before leaving the gate, nor come any where NEAR the aircraft or me to tell me that she took the passenger...

In the end, my poor passenger waited for her for SO LONG, yet we couldn't find her...Then I have to carry that passenger's bag and helped him out of the arrow bridge to take a seat outside, while waiting for another staff to come and fetch him instead...Due to lack of staff, I waited with him until around 12.17pm then another SSS staff came to take him over with the wheelchair...

And there goes my last hour break~by the time I clear the flights, get back to the office, clear my documents, it was 12.50pm already...In the end I still clock out at 1pm..Lolx...with no lunch break that is...and with that 1 hour OT. Well, no lunch in exchange for some money should be quite good for me right...since I'm on a diet, and I needed money...haha...See how poor thing I am....*sobz*
Luckily it's Sunday today and so Daddy & Mummy came to fetch me after work~ ^_^ so that I can rest inside the car and reach home fast..

Yeah~4more hours before I wake up to bathe and prepare for work AGAIN~ >,<

Ja, mata raishuu~(See you next week)
Lynda

PS: I haven't do my shukudai(homework) yet~ T,T Oh no~~
I wanna watch Phobia 2...anyone free tomorrow/tuesday after 4pm? =X

1st month death anniversary..

It's been a month since that old Lynda passed away...
我会这么说是因为我不再是以前那个利婷了。
一个月前的今天，我是多么的快乐，同时又是多么的伤心。

快乐是


因为我能够最后一次以女朋友的身份跟他一起去约会，
因为我能够最后一次牵着他的手，
因为我能够最后一次紧紧的抱住他，

因为我能够最后一次仔细的看着那个熟悉的脸，
因为我能够最后一次跟他吃晚餐，
因为我能够最后一次跟他看电影，
因为我能够最后一次要求他背我，
因为我能够最后一次跟他说很多次的“我真的好爱你”

因为我能够最后一次的听他说爱我，
因为我能够最后一次的跟他拍照，

因为我能够最后一次的跟他到他第一次给掉初吻的地方，也是他第一次叫我做他的女朋友的地方。
因为我曾经说过，若要分手，也要开开心心的分手。。。

伤心的是
这些已经不可能会在发生了。。。

九月九号零九年
是很多人选择结婚的那一天，因为它代表着长长久久。
当他们在幸福的当儿，却有个情侣做在海边哭泣，因为他们即将永远的分开。
虽然我是多么不愿意的分开，有那么多个千千万万的不舍得，我也没有办法了。。。

就像有一首歌的歌词 “我给你最后的疼爱是手放开，不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪”

过了四年，他跟我说声对不起，我们不适合。。
我也就任了。。拼命的改变自己，不让他担心，变成他想要的女孩-那个不哭，不闹，不发脾气，不耍性格的女孩。而且会出现在他的未来的那个 "better me"。

我成功了。。。却发现他已经把另外一个女孩子抱在身边了。。。
奇怪的，也许太成功了。。真相大白的那天，我既然气不起来，也哭不出来。。
就像个死掉的人，其实心很伤心，很痛，却表达不出。

如果那一天你看到这个entry, 我只想说声 “谢谢你这四年的照顾与疼爱，也谢谢你让我变得坚强”
谢谢你告诉我你对她才是认真的，心里也已经不再有我了。。因为这样我就可以放心的离开了。。
I still wonder why you'll name that 5 words sound clip "The Pledge"..What does it mean...I hope you'll also remember that 5 words that I shouted to you...

昨天那个死掉的利婷俯了我的身。。痛哭个20秒，然后带着伤感，就离开了。
过后我又变回现在的我，一个没感觉的人。
那个感觉真的很奇怪，明明想继续哭的，但就是怎么都哭不出来。。

最后想说一句“谢谢大家的关心，我没事。过的很好。。不用担心，我只是暂时对爱失去了信心。”

也许曾经是我的白马王子的他，太帅了，我又不是他的漂亮公主，所以搭配不上。。

希望我能变得漂亮点。。。 =)


给那位拼命想读完我的blog的人(you know who you are),
觉悟吧，你是读不完的。。我会一直blog下去。
“呵呵” <-跟你学的。=P

拜托，可以帮我的话，就不要让我这么辛苦。每天China bound flights，全部都是我XC，就快要做死我了啦。。。今天我提那个重的要死的包包，提到我都muscle ache 了。。每天break的时间也只够我看这飞机，喝杯咖啡。。。 =( 我是don't mind啦，毕竟我在减肥。。=X 然后又不够Chinese staff。。

你看啦，可以帮就帮好吗？可以的话，我请你喝咖啡。 =X

PS：明天见~Ahem..不要在神出鬼没了，吓死我了，还以为是什么Stalker...哈哈
日文再Ganbatte Kudasai~ 吧，除了那个“Ganbatte kudasai” 和 Nan-ban,其它的都错误满天飞，哈哈~叫我一声Sen-Sei，我就考虑教你吧~$35/hour huh...Lolx!Just like what I paid to my sen-sei.. :X

Busy, Busy, Busy

Back to blogging....

Hmm...最近比较忙。。。

忙着做工，忙着读书(日文)，忙着筹备21岁生日的邀请卡。

WORK:
Been busy working and working...Not that I want to, but I'm forced to...due to that shift work...My life everyday is just "wake up, go work, come back, sleep", "wake up, go work, come back, sleep". Cause now I'm working afternoon shift...so practically got no life at all..only got time to eat 2 meals a day...Anyway today is my rest day...so tomorrow onwards will be morning shift...will have time for a bit of life though, but then I'll start my 3-4hrs of sleep everyday again...Haix...my shift is like that...either you get a near 8hrs of sleep with totally no life, or you get a bit of life, with a near 4hrs of sleep.. =( Hope I can really go for Krischeck training end of this month in order to experience that Monday blues and TGIF~ Lolx...

Nihon-go:
Been starting my Japanese private lesson few weeks ago...only had 3 lessons so far...Will be having more though...Trying my best to learn a new language with that little bit of spare time that I have...It's really tough...but I'm sure I will make it through..Ganbatte kudasai!! Aja Aja Fighting!!Really hope I can excel fast and take the JPLT test...Money is depleting real fast cause of that peanuts I'm getting and that high tuition fees... Ganbatte ne~Lynda-chan!

Sweet 21st Birthday:
I'm sorry friends, due to limited constraints, I only have about 16 invitation cards to be given away...HOWEVER, I'll definitely be inviting more friends than that...Only 16 lucky winners(closet friends/confirmed guests) will receive my invitation cards..haha...Still, I hope the rest invited will turn up too~Especially AF0602 and my CHIJ SJCians...I really miss you guys and girls~I'll be sms-ing out the details soon....

*Sigh* Birthday is just next month...but other than the chalet, nothing else is done yet...Haven't settle the buffet, the cake, etc;.. =( No time to do those stuff....No time to plan whatever "theme" thingy that the trend is going on nowadays... If only I still have a bf there to help me with it.. that would be so sweet...well, let bygones be bygones...

I guess all I need now is a bestie who can help me with it...Girls, you know who you are, please volunteer~ Haha... =X Especially SSSSSSSSSSSiiiiiiiidang, Hernie, and that Beauty-FUH lady...but I wonder which year than they will come across this blog of mine..lolx...

Today:
Slept at 5am this morning...suppose to wake up early afternoon to go bugis 观音庙 to 拜拜.
But was too tired that I overslept even after putting alarm...woke up at 2+pm instead..In the end didn't go out..and I don't think I'm going back to the airport to catch "A tribute to MJ" last performance today at 7pm already..my eyes keeps shutting down.. =( Later gotta wake up at 3am to prepare for work again le...

So tired of this job...on monday I just clocked out from work at 1.30am(which is already tuesday time), left that airport at 2+am(due to waiting of transport), slept at about 4am,and on tuesday(same day), I was back in the office at 1.30pm already..Maybe it's good though..spare me from having the time to think about things that I shouldn't think about...

I really hope time will pass by real soon...Cause by next year, I should be either getting another job, or to be furthering my studies and work part-time... =)

Horoscope for the day:(Quoted from Facebook)

Sagittarius Horoscope
Lynda,
Your love life is hotter than ever. Maybe a little too hot to handle right now if you are already married. The tempting offers fly fast and furious. If you are single, you will be like a bee among the flowers, but you should choose carefully.

Lynda: Bee among the flowers? Lolx..where is those flowers?? I think I've been too busy working then to be searching for those flowers already...

More 21st Birthday parties coming up:

Alicia: 17th Oct 2009 @ Aranda Country Club
Ruoting: 30th Oct 2009 @ Downtown east
Weiling: 14th Nov 2009 @ Aranda Country Club (EXACT SAME DAY,SAME VENUE AS ME!)


以为身体已经死了，昨天却忽然有一种莫名的痛...
今天才发现原来昨天是六号. 原本是每个月最浪漫的一天，一个很特别的纪念日.
难怪心里会这么难受...
庆幸的是，我已经忘了怎么哭了...不管我多么想.我已经办不到了...
往好的方面想，这因该不错吧..至少表面上怎么都看不出我会伤心..
但坏的是，我已经变得没人性了.对任何事都没感觉...就像个活死人...